It should be known right away that I love Jack White and country music equally. Well, real country. Texas country. Classic country. Not so much Nashville Pop. This should not be too surprising, as it is all based on American Blues.
At nineteen, there were lots of things I was not aware of. Details about feminine cycle were out of my range of interests. Basic understanding, sure. Not the intricate dance between endocrine, organs, and brain. Being thirty and twice a mother, I am aware of all this. I am aware of when I ovulate. Sometimes I feel it, but always I know when it is about to happen and then the change afterward. Sex drive and sensation increase steadily up to ovulation. The last few days before it pops are the most intense and wild. Obviously that was the weekend at the hotel! That hotel trip was so productive, that until I ovulated, I was able to have thought orgasms again!
After ovulation, sex drive plummets. Orgasms come, if at all, differently with more effort. In the last few years, any sex drive I may have had was only right before ovulation. Post-ovulation was a time of no drive and no pleasure. We would go from two or three times the week before ovulation, to one or two times for the entire luteal phase.
That being said, since the hotel trip things have turned around. Libido lingers and orgasms arrive. We are still having sex five-ish times a week and my knight's smell is arousing me. Sure, this is milder sex. No bathroom counters or wild positions. Sex can't always be wild. If it were, what would be then be wild? Luteal sex is making love. Pre-ovulatory sex is fucking. I'm cool with that. Everyone needs a little fucking and a little love making to feel all happy and balanced.
So masturbation pun aside, lets get to the title of this post.
"In your arms I feel the passion, I thought had died"
This is soo true of our current situation!
"When I looked into your eyes, I found myself"
If this isn't our marriage, our partnership, our connection, I don't know what is.
"When I first kissed your lips, I felt so alive"
Our recent kisses are like having first kisses again! Since I feel alive, I can only imagine my knight is feeling alive in our kiss also.
"I've got to hand it to you girl, you're something else"
Totally feelin' like something else these days!
Listening to this on the radio, I realized it described our relationship to a T, except it is with each other and not extra-marital. I love our life, even when I'm luteal and thirty.
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