I guess Mr. White can't describe everything in lyrics. There is a certain experience. The first time I heard this song, when it came out a few years ago, I knew exactly what it was about for me.
The last month I have been in reset mode. My re-adolescence complete. I'm bored with what I'm supposed to be doing right now--which is carry on. Is anyone really surprised by this? When was I ever NOT bored with maintaining? There are two directions I could go with my life at this point, that will be exciting and fulfilling for me. Both would drastically affect the family. After weeks of talking about this with my Knight. Thinking about everything he says. Thinking about it all the time. One option, in our current family situation, has a high probability of pulling us apart in different directions. The other will force us to all come together.
I never kneel when I pray. I pray whenever and however I am. There is only one experience that has me on my knees and looking for the answer. Only one experience that makes me feel outside humanity, separate and ethereal. An experience particular to women.
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